Thursday, May 29,
2014
An Open Letter To
Bishop Mark Webb
Dear Bishop Webb,
Today was the first
day of the 2014 Upper New York Annual Conference. It’s been a long
one, but some of the things I've seen and heard today have prompted
me to write you.
From the very
beginning of conference today, we've heard about the divisive times
in which we live. You have encouraged us to love one another first
and foremost, even as we tackle difficult issues and navigate
entrenched positions. I agree whole-heartedly.
I'm a member of
our conference’s Board of Ordained Ministry and have been since I
was ordained in 2011. I was honored to be invited to serve and am
strongly committed to the work of the Board. It takes a lot of time
and energy, but I look forward to the time I get to spend with my
Board colleagues.
Our Board is
diverse, made up of people with different theologies, ideologies, and
ecclesiologies. We have diversity in age, gender, race, years in
ministry, and background. We have elders, deacons, lay members, local
pastors, active and retired... even the rare deaconess!
With such a broad
palette of difference, you might think we don’t get along. With so
much emphasis on what divides us, you might imagine we struggle to
agree on anything. But my experience has been just the opposite. I've
not found the Board to be divided over ideology or anything else. In
fact, I count my fellow Board members as some of my closest
colleagues. In them I find retreat.
I've been thinking
about why that is. Certainly, our Board's leadership models
respectful and loving relationship, but I think there's more. The
work we do is hard. The work we do is important. We are all committed
to it. We do it together—we speak with one voice. When we make hard
decisions—such as deliberating over candidates' futures—we are
filled with mighty and terrible purpose. These are emotional times;
more than once we've been brought to tears. Most of all, we do this
work with great care for one another.
I treasure my Board
colleagues precisely because we have done hard, important work
together. Like soldiers in a foxhole, we are bound by the intensity
of our shared experience, which transcends ideology.
Thinking of our
larger connexion—the bond we share as clergy—I've been trying
to apply the same logic. As clergy we do hard work. We do important
work. We know things only other clergy can understand. All this might
lead to the kind of loving relationships I share with my Board
colleagues, but one thing is lacking, we don't work together.
We are, by the very
nature of our work, balkanized. Each of us operates in his or her own
discrete jurisdiction, seldom working alongside fellow clergy in any
meaningful way. Without that shared experience, it may be harder for
us to form the kind of bonds our connexion demands and deserves.
I don't have any
magic solutions. I just wanted to share with you some of my thoughts
of the day, my love for my colleagues and the connexion we share, and
my hope for the future of our conference and church.
May God continue to
bless you and your leadership,
Rev. Michael A.
Smith
Mohawk Valley
Trinity UMC, Whitesboro, New York